I am suffering from an acute case of stay-at-homeitis followed by the what-did-I-do-today flu.
Perhaps it's a lack of focus, perhaps it's the weather...maybe I need a hobby.
I have too many hobbies; perhaps that's part of the problem.
When I was 'working', I had a project or several projects that I was seeing to completion. Someone would come up to me and ask what I was working on and I had action items, lists, agendas, meetings, conference calls....all intended to complete this project.
Focus.
And I had cute little shoes, a matching handbag and a lunch date.
My action items were never interrupted with a never-ending pile of laundry, dust bunnies and a gaggy, cranky two-year old or even more distracting, a cuddly, warm, smiling, adorable two-year old; this turns the action items into more of a wish list.
This does ensure job security.
Which is a nice thing in this economy. But my lack of accountability has left me wandering....searching for my focus....perhaps it's under the couch....with my dust bunnies.
"Grief does not change you Hazel. It reveals you." John Green, The Fault in our Stars
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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2 comments:
Dito sweet pea!
it is so hard to stay home! we all start to pace after a while. don't forget to stretch your bones and get some fresh air now and then.
And you're right, the snuggly baby is a huge distraction, but a nice one.
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